| i have come to the conclusion that everybody sucks, big time.
my world is falling apart from under me.
quick, does anyone have any duct tape? super glue?
thread and needle?
my parents are getting a divorce.
and there's complete and total chaos.
mom and dad are fighting, abuela is probing, sam is crying, veronica is bitching, and i'm just there.
there.
here.
no where.
everywhere.
fuck my life.
fuckkkkkkk.
myyyyyyyyy.
liiiiiiffffeeeee
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| i'm pregnant.
i'm going to abort it.
who knows? i'll probably become some crazy alcoholic who thinks constantly of how old the kid WOULD be if I had it. or I could grow from this and realize that it just wasn't the right time. i can barely care for myself right now, let alone another child.
it seems like now that i'm pregnant, there's babies everywhere. the world doesn't need another one anyway.
oh and my sister sucks, big time.
two thumbs way, way up - or not.
sometimes i wish i could just poof life's troubles all away.
if world peace was as simple as blowing out birthday candles.
i'd be content with even household peace, if the world is too much.
sometimes i wish i was religious.
so i could somehow find a bright side in all of life's downers.
just pray to some almighty being, and have my problems disappear.
that right there, would be the shit.
there's not enough music in the world.
i'm getting bored with the same chord progressions and sappy lyrics.
there's too many love songs.
not enough single songs.
society obviously doesn't accept those who do not have a love.
or who love.
speaking of society - it sucks.
did anyone else notice that nowadays,
parents don't raise children, society does?
i need a cigarette and a good book.
or to get my summer reading done.
being a sophomore is cool i guess.
i'm not looking forward to the end of summer vacation.
i am looking forward to Rent on the 17th.
(:
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don't ever put your hands on me again.
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| boys can be such fucking pigs.
especially you.
you fucking faggot. i hope you live a very unhappy life. i hope you get hit by a bus. i hope you never have sex. i hope nobody ever falls in love with you.
you just lost the best fucking thing that could have ever happened to you.
you fucking piece of shit mother fucker.
i hope you die in your own fucking arms.
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| i have so many things i want to do with my life.
i want to impress so many people. including myself.
i can do it.
anything.
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