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Original: 7/2/2009 8:25 PM
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Thursday, July 02, 2009

 i'm pregnant.
i'm going to abort it.
who knows? i'll probably become some crazy alcoholic who thinks constantly of how old the kid WOULD be if I had it. or I could grow from this and realize that it just wasn't the right time. i can barely care for myself right now, let alone another child.

it seems like now that i'm pregnant, there's babies everywhere. the world doesn't need another one anyway.

oh and my sister sucks, big time.
two thumbs way, way up - or not.

sometimes i wish i could just poof life's troubles all away.
if world peace was as simple as blowing out birthday candles.
i'd be content with even household peace, if the world is too much.

sometimes i wish i was religious.
so i could somehow find a bright side in all of life's downers.
just pray to some almighty being, and have my problems disappear.
that right there, would be the shit.

there's not enough music in the world.
i'm getting bored with the same chord progressions and sappy lyrics.
there's too many love songs.
not enough single songs.

society obviously doesn't accept those who do not have a love.
or who love.

speaking of society - it sucks.
did anyone else notice that nowadays,
parents don't raise children, society does?


i need a cigarette and a good book.
or to get my summer reading done.
being a sophomore is cool i guess.


i'm not looking forward to the end of summer vacation.
i am looking forward to Rent on the 17th.
(:

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Sorry to hear life suck at the moment, It will pass eventually.
Posted 7/3/2009 12:30 AM by keio213 - reply

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my sister was in much the same predicament last winter. she misjudged how long she had been pregnant with the baby and when she got to the abortion clinic the nurses informed her that it was too late.
i know it might seem like that was the end of the world, but in reality it was the best thing that's ever happened to her. she chose to keep him. he's beautiful. and clever.
it's not easy.
but there is no easy way out for the situation you're in.
i wish you only the best.
Posted 7/4/2009 5:27 PM by pearl_magriet - reply


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